Saturday, December 26, 2009

The Doctor is in. . .

There will be no charge for advice today or any day at least for the person needing the advice. I am not a doctor, probably never will be. I'm just a college student going through the normal college steps. Start off going to class making decent grades then start partying and exploring new things loving my freedom. Now, I've gotten sucked into a whole I may not make it out of. Things are changing, not so much around but in me. Who the fuck am I and why the hell am I here? What am I going to do with my life? No one can tell me. I want to know so bad, if I just sit back and think about it I may figure it out, but, my friends constantly need advice so I shove my issues aside and deal with theirs. Now, I've rendered myself helpless because I'm always thinking about their issues I can't concentrate on mine, so, I end up asking for advice from another friend and I feel this continues the cycle in her life. I need to regain myself. Find a way to help others but still have time for me. This is the year of me, the Year of Que! I am a force, one not to be reckoned with. I am but a lone wolf, but somehow becomes the leader of the pack. A pack of lone wolves, however, contradictory that sounds. We are here and we shall conquer, the year of the new generation.